i feel guilty because I am not using the small small amount of relax time I have at home to do more of my work. this simply should not be! by Jove I am going to sit on my bed and drink this beer and stop worrying about all the things I have going on!!!!! or at least I will try.
decided not to go out tonight bc i was in tech til after midnight and have rehearsal at 10am tomorrow but i just got home and am alone and all of the sudden want to cry so like what the HELL MAN I TRIED TO MAKE SENSIBLE CHOICES AND THIS HAPPENS?